Well.....

Have you ever wanted something but then when it happened you had second thoughts? Well....this has happened to me today. I knew that I wanted another child, but I was not sure when other than before Gerry retires. I guess that I now know when. I have extremely mixed emotions right now. I am happy, nervous, and scared all at the same time. What am I going to do with two little ones? I guess that everything happens for a reason and I am grateful that I have a loving husband and a wonderful daughter already. I am not the best at breaking news to people. After I took the test, I walked Gerry to the bathroom to see. He did not know that I was taking it. He said why can't you just say it? I was just stunned that it actually said pregnant I guess. He did say that he would be ecstatic if it was a boy though, but he doesn't think that this will happen. I guess we will see!!! I am so grateful for my loving family and I am so excited to see them this coming weekend!! I love you guys!!!