Trying to make it!!

Well, here we are in Phoenix and have been for almost two years now. It just seems that sometimes things are harder than they should be. Sometimes I catch myself thinking and asking what am I doing here. For a little while there was no family here, Shannon is out here now though. I know that we are not that close, but it is still nice to know I am not out here alone. I have become friends with some of the ladies in the ward and thiat is helping things, but there will always be issues. Oh well, I have learned to just take one day at a time and be grateful for the experiences that I have. I am working on getting Gerry and myself to the temple to be sealed and someimes it is so frustrating!!! I have been waiting on our bishop to help with mt sealing cancelation and it is taking FOREVER!!! I am not sure if the letter and paperwork has even been sent to the First Presidency yet. We are attending the temple prep class though. I know that things take time and not in my time. I just wish it would happen a little faster.

Jailynn is going so fast!!! I can't believe she is almost 9 months. I finished school and tool both of the test, so now I waiting to see if I passed the practical. I think that I will find somthing a few nights a week for some extra $$$$. I will wait until Gerry gets home from work so that we will not have to find a babysitter. I think that I done venting and should probably get some rest since Jailynn likes to eat throughout the night still. If anyone has any suggestions on that issue, please feel free to let me know. I already give her ceral and have her on a scheduke, but she still wants to eat. Oh well.....I think she still only weighs like 17 pounds. Rusty is 2 of her. That is her dog by the way.....that is the first thing she looks for when she wakes in the morning or from a nap. It is too cute!!!